Ok well I must confess I have once again been procrastinating in regards to writing this blog. I so don't want to let down my supporters...

I am still struggling to get my mojo back, I can't get into any type of routine I have not been exercising as much as I should have. It's a mind problem. It's all in my head and I don't know how to shake it. I'm struggling...

It's not all bad news though. Last week was my birthday and I did celebrate it, I had cake and high tea, had friends round and drank wine (and whisky) and it was wonderful. 

Then on Sunday I went with my daughter and our lovely friends and did the 5km Colour Run. It was such a good day out in Wellington, I thoroughly enjoyed myself, I loved every bit of it, we laughed and danced and just had a good time. On a personal level it achieved a goal for me - the first official event I have ever done. I felt like I could have done it again too, and there's no way I would have said that 13 weeks ago! 

I braced myself for the weigh in (no exercise except the Clour Run and birthday celebrations) but I had only put on a few hundred grams. So I decided that tomorrow is another day, I'd get back on board the bus and start again.. but I haven't. It's true this week has been complete madness, I have been so busy, but in truth I could have made more of an effort to get exercising.. I just didn't.

Well today I have signed up for another event - a 5km Mother/daughter funrun/walk. It's in May, so I'm hoping it will spur me on to get back into it since I have another goal to achieve.

Wish me luck.. you know this has happened everytime I have had weight loss success - as soon as I get to the 10kg loss I seem to self-sabotage. If any of you reading this have any psychological expertise as to what might be going on I'd welcome your thoughts, I'm blowed if I know what it is..

K